Wednesday 3 April 2013

There's always a catch...

The choices we make in life, good or bad, all come with a price. And life itself? I call it crazy, twisted but it's so much more than that. Like a big black hole that just sucks everything in.
Sometimes I feel it's all one big game for Him. He places us where he pleases, then just sits back and has His fun. But then He can! What are we but mere puppets! For He chooses to make us play the role of puppets. And one after another, He springs surprises upon us, watching us smile, cry, hurt, writhe in pain. And then with everything that we are granted, there is always a catch! Nothing is granted just like that. There are always two sides to everything; what we see, and what He sees...
What if we look at life from another perspective? From His perspective. Can we?
I sometimes feel that I have left my physical form and just floated out of my body and am able to see a different view of the world. We all experience that at some point in our lives whether we realize it or not. Or perhaps we do realize it but are not willing to acknowledge it.
I witness so many bizarre happenings around me. Strangers become soul mates and once soul mates, become strangers. It's almost as if those hundreds of days never existed between the two. You spend more than a decade figuring out the real meaning of life and then just give up. You feel tired, your feet refusing to take another step and you just let yourself go with the flow, knowing there is no end in sight, yet hoping there will be one. What other choice is there? He wrote the script; He pulls the strings; He runs the show. And you thought you made all those choices? What fools? So just move with the rhythmic motion and let Him take you where you're destined to end up. What good is fighting it? Go with the flow, let yourself be taken into what the future holds for you. Let fate decide! There will always be a catch! There always is! Every time you think you have conquered the world, stop right there! It is He who has made you believe that you are in charge; but you're NOT!!! The world at your feet is a delusion! You being in control merely a figment of your imagination. The correct choice infact is not the correct choice, but if it makes you happy for now, so be it! It has its price, and you will pay! What you left behind was not the correct choice either. There IS no correct choice! There never IS! So be content with what is there, and brush aside what isn't there. Be content, be content my heart! You have a long, long way to go. Do not let the demons pull you in abyss! Fight them with all your might! Let them know that you have the will to banish them to the deepest darkest corners of your mind. Let them howl and wail all they want. Be strong my poor heart! For you have a long way to go!

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